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Letting go of Unreasonable
The fact that it’s not the same without Mom and Joe has been a source of on-going grief and loss. Finally, God broke through, and I realized expecting life or even wanting life not to change is unreasonable. Of course, at one level I knew that everything changed, but at a deeper level, I didn’t…
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Fighting the Place of Blessing
A few years ago, while looking at the Beatitudes, I recognized that I was fighting the place of blessing – again and again! In the last few months, I’ve listened to Matt Chandler’s teaching on the Beatitudes, and it caused me to think on this again. I have drawn from him in the descriptions below.…
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Cost of Blessing Part 4
It’s Worth the Price We need to be in the Word because the gospel is the power of God for our salvation – and it’s meant to be a full redemption. He’s knocking. We need to let Him in – not try harder – which is what I have tried many times. I saw I…
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Cost of Blessing Part 3
What are the blessings? What are we called to? Eph. 2:10 He has prepared good works for me to do. We are still called to be fruitful and multiply. It’s still what we need to be fulfilled. We need to be filled full of Him to accomplish it. Phil. 3:8-9 – Knowing…
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Cost of Blessing Part 2
What holds us back? Fear Crazy Love – Chan – When we sacrifice, give and even suffer, we can rejoice because we know God rewards. We are always recipients of his great and manifold gifts. Not the givers – never the givers. We do not yet see how much we are loved. We are…
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Cost of Blessing Part 1
Free or costly? Yes. It’s all through scripture. In Luke 14:28 – We are advised to count the cost. Matt. 13:44-46 – The hidden treasure and the pearl of great price. Luke 18:22 – Rich Young Ruler – not willing to pay the price. Luke 14:33 – So likewise whoever of you does not forsake…
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Focus and Sanctification
I watched an interview with Tim Keller on YouTube, and in his struggle with terminal cancer, he helped me see God’s goal for this time of weakness and profound fatigue I’m going through. He too is seeking God for his purpose in his time of limited energy and limited time. He said God game him…
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Wrestling with God
Came across Genesis 32 once again – about Jacob wrestling with God. It’s always puzzled me. Why did Jacob need to wrestle God for a promised blessing? Why would it say he prevailed, as if God couldn’t have won the first second? It reminded me of my confusion about God giving the Promised Land to…
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He smiles at me!
One of the things I miss most about Joe is that he smiled at me every morning, and his eyes lit up. It made me feel special, loved, appreciated. Then God reminded me of a verse that I’ve known since childhood. My fifth-grade teacher wrote it in my autograph book! And it’s also the verse…
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Comfortable in Abiding
May 4, 2022 – Haven’t been well since having Covid in late December. Last week was my first week to be out every day, and I thought maybe all the isolation was over! Then Saturday I felt bad again and got on an antibiotic Sunday. Missed Marshall’s birthday party Saturday, my class on Sunday, the…